It is impressive. It is impressive, I kept on thinking. More I think more it became unpredictable feelings in the heart. Love has wonderful feelings until we get our lover but after getting it is just the win lose game. I was kept wandering by the thoughts of after and before love. Yes, after getting what we need, we turn our head around and say “I am satisfied now.”
She was beautiful and sexy but short. I think her height may be five feet tall. But her butt was bigger than her size. She was popularly known as Karma in the college. I was really impressed by the way she takes the things. Because she gives no damn shit to anything.
She entered the class room; it seems that she was nervous. She was searching for the chair to sit, at that moment I thought it is damn perfect chance to talk. “Why don’t you sit on this chair?” I said with the most wonderful smile ever. Thought linger in me and it took me to the garden of goddess. Everything was utterly beautified with thousands of thoughts. I looked around and saw that everyone was staring at me, but who gives the damn care.
With very soft and in the tone of nightingale she said, “thank you” and then she sat beside me. I thought what a heavenly day. She was really beautiful, just like the true form of goddess came on the earth. “I am Pema” I said in the manly tone, expecting that she would say hers and feeling very proud of my name. Everyone feel conceited when they say their name, so do I. ‘Nice to meet you’ she said and added ‘I am Karma’. Wow, it was really considerable and matching and kept on thinking about what to ask next, but could not come up with any questions or issues.
I suppose that she had expensive perfume. She was wearing woven kira (long skirt) with beautiful pattern with silken pink wonju (inner shirt) and taego(outer shirt). Her smooth and silky hair had shortened up to the shoulder. I wander from where the heavenly angel came, and took my heart at first sight. She smiled to me and did the same. I am sure she must have noticed my feeling when she smiled. I was really lost with the vanished smile. I was exceedingly enjoying her perfume and the structure that made her a being of god. I am actually just average in looks and five feet ten frame, but always look for more wonderful and beautiful things. I am person whom girl may not like to mingle with, yet can be considered as good friend indeed.
Frankly speaking, I am not really good at commending on looks and figures but I had to because she was exceptionally interesting being. Of course, I am always impressed by the personality of different men and women. She was more than what I can expect in the perfect women. Hey do not judge the books by its cover, I said to myself with inner voice. Without any words I started reading that I could not completed the night before. I opened the novel; Of course I love you… Till I find someone better.
She turned to me and said, “The book that you are reading is really interesting and fantastic.” Then I without waiting for second chance, said, “You must be very good reader and I think you must have read numbers of good novels particularly on LOVE.” She laughed… I was confused but inside I was very happy as I got another way to talk and chat with her. I felt warmth in my little unchained heart. Hearty feelings of joy had erupted with thousands of desire to hug, kiss and feel her lovingness. When I was enjoying my dreamy world, the teacher entered the class shouting, “Ladies and Gentlemen, settle down.” As Mr Sonam entered the learning room with files and papers grapping in his hand, I said, “What the hell” in low tone, even karma had not heard my words. Mr Sonam started his lesson on the role of manager. When he continued with his teaching, I was lost in the thoughts of lovers’ world. And could not catch up any lessons, if I were asked questions I must have thrown out of the class. But I was lucky, I was not asked any.
I had dated a few girls all were impressive, this time I had very remarkable girl. I was just thinking about Karma. I was sure that if I ask her for dinar at first meet then she would be angry. So, thought to be a good person. Then I said, “Do let me know if you need any help.” I was expecting something that would hold my breath and make me feel that I was still alive being. Before any answer I interrupted saying, “I just said you might need some help in getting information when you missed it…” I thought it is not very logic to say everything at first meet. And it is not advised to talk too much, if you need other to recognize you. So, I kept quit till she said, “It is really nice of you that you try to give me help, thanks I will do that.” Then I gave fake smile with some specialty in it. Never mind it is something that was there in the world of human. In the reality everything were indeed fake and magic, nothing can be stated as truth or believable but we do because we were blinded by the illusion of false. But my idea was to ask her for dinar, yes it did not work.
The class was over; everyone went out of the class room. Only two of us were there in the class. “Karma” I called for
“Yes” she told
“Do you want to go out? It is cold here.” I proclaim
“Ok” she agreed
We went out of the class and I took her where there was good view of college. I was really carried away by her company, so my intension was to walk with her, accompanying her. And make her feel at home when she is with me. What am I doing? Is it not foolish to walk with unknown? I thought but I smiled to self and argued that it is the reality of living, do something foolish so that person that you like can be happy when she is with you. It is better to be fool and liked by others. In truth, it is just a strategy to make the girl happy and take her heart.
I knew that I acted cheap in the eyes of the girl. Indeed reality was something that was not known to anyone, not even to my best friend. I knew that I am good liar, but who in the damn world knew that I am lying. Damn all the beings were same; only think about themselves, so am I.
(Cont...)
She smashed me with her words
