cont.....FIRST SIGHT LOVE! … Till Second is found: Friendship

Go ahead and tell the truth, but truth has to be accepted. Do remember that there is just little space for truth to be accepted. I do understand how it feels when everything is not right, And when it is not accepted by any man… It is true that we fall in love again and again but friendship happens with special people. Yes, it is factual, world may go up and down but never with the friends and the deed of friendship will remain in the heart of true friends. It is really amusing to be friend with girls. Man can lead the life without shelter and money but not without woman. Shit! Every man says it but he does not mean it. Likely, I am also a man, who thinks and say it, but it does not mean that everything is reliable. Everything happens for good, we have to accept it, and thus I did so. I was in love but who knows that I am. And if it happened to be known to anyone who cares the damn shit. So, I acted cool. That coolness was really notable. She was always with me. We walked, ate, and enjoyed every moment together. The process of the togetherness had deepened my feelings to her; not as friend but as sex partner. I am sure! All the guys are like me, who just take the love for granted, hey! but not friendship; it is really something more than love. A month had been passed. Karma and I became the good friend. Of course my intension was other way round but it didn’t work, so I had not given intimation about my feelings. But in name of friendship I did everything to make her feel in heaven when she was with me. “Let’s have some fun” I just spit it out. God damn! Why you always try too hard to be a man? I just thought with slight smile. It is better to be than to act. “What do you mean by that?” she said in a confused look. Damn it! Woman will never understand the language of man. “I mean let’s go to canteen” I said with gigantic smile. But it was not the fact of what I mean. Now canteen was only place where we can have open fun. I mean without hiding or without fear of any witnesses. She was really cool and good friend, we became more open and shared everything accepts some feelings. Think! Everyone will agree that everyone has secret in their heart. Those secrets were never shared to anyone, even to closed bed partners. After becoming friend with woman, I just knew one thing that woman can never be understood by any man. They are impossible to understand. But as friend, they are the best! We were having tea at the canteen. At that moment, something pop up in my mind and I said, “Do you know, love happens again and again but friendship happens just once”. The thought has never been rejected on the due consideration of any feelings and with soul of lover. Indeed, it has been accepted with due and humble respect. There are thousand and one thoughts claiming what will be her responses. I tried my best not to sound like philosopher, knowing that the term and the person who act as philosopher is not liked by any human in the society of young generation. (cont...)