My love

She smashed me with her words
She kicked me with her feelings 
I could not doge
I just fall apart…
I knew it would come
I knew it will become hurtful pain
I knew, but I just felt that I loved her
And I loved her truly…
she once said that she love me too
she once said that if I stay by her side
She will never forget me
But she did…
I don’t understand why…
I don’t get it why…
But my heart says that she still do love me
Yet, I am confused…
Everything has been mashed up…
Everything has been taken away…
And my heart goes on crying…
She never understood my heart
And she left me behind.